Time is flying by and it is just one week left until I will go home for Christmas. Mixed feelings.

who’s taking care of you when you’re feeling sad
when everything turns into black
who shows you the way you can walk
when you don’t know where to go
                                                    Vem - Lisa Nilsson

Found this song yesterday on my computer. Love it. But I think I know the answers. Or kind of. I have wonderful people and friends who are so helpful and a great support!  

Went to the horses today. Wonderful. But that was the last time..I am gonna miss Pepper...

I am crying. But the great future is in my hand and the life is waiting right outside of everything. This semester has been very special and an overwhelming time in my life. I have changed a lot. I am not the same Lina anymore - hopefully in a good way. But still... I am scared. Scared of what is coming.

I guess this is a "normal" reaction. To leave something you, at first, was scared of, then feel comfort with the situation and now change the situation again. But I have grown so much. I am gonna make this even if I am feeling sad right now. I will never forget this fall.

Let the feelings come and take care of them in a good way.

35 days left, my special friend!