...is to feel what you truly feel and not act or try to ignore your emotions
The Call
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
Til it was a battle cry
I´ll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything´s changing
Doesn´t mean its never
Been this way before
All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You´ll come back
When it´s over
No need to say good bye
You´ll come back
When it´s over
No need to say good bye..
Now we´re back to the beginning
It´s just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can´t feel it too
Doesn´t mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Til they´re before your eyes
You´ll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye
You´ll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye..
[Regina Spektor]
[update]
i have to let things be. but it´s scary. i have to choose the, for many people, right road. but it´s scary. i am sick tired of many things..i have to change it. i am the only one who can change it.. but it feels good to not walk alone. tack for all your love.