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weekend

Feeling a little bit over snowed! And more is falling. But my weekend has been amazing. Not only because I have seen good friends and cleaning up my house for christmas. I have found some of my spirit again. That are the most importent thing right now.

19 December 2010  | Länk | alltmöjligt | 0 kommentar
winter

Sitting inside my house looking out on the snow falling down big with flakes!
It´s like someone are trying to spreed magic around me I want to reach out andfeel it.

Maybe it´s possible to fly away with it. I realy woulk like to try. Maybe I´ll end up in winter wonderland with santa and other fairy tales that I still belive exist.
Just not in the way we think of.

But at christmas time everything is possible and anything can happpen.
18 December 2010  | Länk | dagens tankar | 0 kommentar
winter

Sitting inside my house looking out on the snow falling down big with flakes!
It´s like someone are trying to spreed magic around me I want to reach out andfeel it.

Maybe it´s possible to fly away with it. I realy woulk like to try. Maybe I´ll end up in winter wonderland with santa and other fairy tales that I still belive exist.
Just not in the way we think of.

But at christmas time everything is possible and anything can happpen.
18 December 2010  | Länk | dagens tankar | 0 kommentar
Skiing

This year should be as every year but something iis missing. Cant get feeling for skiing or for the winter holiday. Struggling every day waiting but I´m ready to sell eferything and give in. Don´t have the strengh. sorry. Angels hope you here me! Realy Need some help
17 December 2010  | Länk | dagens tankar | 0 kommentar
body

I just hate when I have a lot of things to do. that I know that no one else will do for me. But there ar no strengh in my body that will move the earth for me. I hate when it controls everything I do. No matter what I feel.

So Whats up in my life. Everything and nothing I will say. Just getting started at work again. And it feels so nice. Home It´s a bomb zone again. I´ll take care of it as fast as I can. Just trying to take control over the real deal that has to work for making magic.

Love. Can´t say yet theres something and nothing. If you wander how it is to live with me : I can tell. It´s your life time challange. I´m a princess with a strong mind and will. Do everything and nothing it all come´s up to what I feel for or not. Balance sometimes sometimes not. Laughing crying optimist.

It is adventure of course not easy but...

My main goals. Work that last. Money so I can help my children and give them food, clothing caring and everything else that small groving child can need.

But most of all. Finding a better way to support them in school at home and in diffrent activitys.

I´m just another mum who never have enough but always do my best.
16 December 2010  | Länk | Mitt liv | 0 kommentar
Finaly Winter

Sitting in my rome looking out. Realesing that its winter out side. -10c and a nice bed of snow.This is the best time of the year with skiing almost every day. And chritstmas time coming up. But I realy feel that something is missing and I can not put my finger in it!

My thoughts are wondering around looking back to this year. It has bean changing me in many ways both bad and good. I won som friends for life and lost some on my way.

Finally I got my right thumb operated so I dont have pain and can work again. Getting som good help with my sleep so it will get better. My son got help and got his diagnos right so every thing is working well again. Me still have a lot of fights with the doktors to do but it is starting to get there.

But the truth is that even if I would be happy for all of this my heart is crying every day. I am just trying to hang in there because I belive that I will be good on the other side. Eaven if its a long way to walk!

For many years I have spreadlight around me at christmas but this year I really need some one to do it for me instead!

with love Mirandel
13 December 2010  | Länk | Mitt liv | 0 kommentar


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