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September (2022)


I´m gonna have a weekend off from school. Yay. Did the final exam for this class today - have no clue if i will pass or not though. It was a hard test.. So tonight will I take part of a bbq and just hang out with people. Tomorrow sing with the choir and on Sunday are we gonna have a kind of a breaking up/Summer concert! Then pack, clean and attend the final compulsory things in this class - Motivational Interviewing. Yay. Soon summer break and another semester in school is over..unbelievable and amazing.

crazy crazy

30 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 5 kommentarer

i am smiling (ok, a funny smile here)

i really like this day, even if i´m feeling crappy in many ways. it´s weird but i loooove this good feeling about life. yay. let me have more of these kind of days.

p l e a s e.

27 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 2 kommentarer
missy higgins [updated]

i surely needed a break from the blog..but i have missed it, even if i´ve been busy - and still am. a hard coming week in school. final exam on friday so i will study alot. but first a break and let me introduce a music favourite.

love it

visit her website
listen to some songs on youtube

Mother´s Day

It is mother´s day today here in Sweden. I´m actually against these kind of days because I think it has more and more become a day where you "should" buy things and that´s not a way I want to show my love for people. Relations are really important in life and at the same time they might be hard. I love my mom even things have been hard. But she´s a fighter and she inspires me alot. You´re great mom and keep on fighting!

25 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar
a break

have a lot of things to do in school and to think about in general so i am taking a break from the blog for some days. hope you all will come back soon again.

so long!

21 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar
early monday morning

heading for school pretty soon. yes, it is early.. we are going to visit a treatment center (follow the link to read more about it) with class. so will not come back until tomorrow evening. just a short note to let you know *smiling*.

so long.

19 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 1 kommentar

stay there
do not fly away

if you want to see some crazy girls driving/riding a car on their way from Å on "Videoklipp" and "Förstora Klippet" (makes the video screen bigger). or follow this link. i know, we are crazy...

18 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar

...and we are off to Åre!

road trip with the girls

see some other things than Östersund

a break from school


some pictures..

some mountains on our way to Åre
[hard to see though..but something white in the background..hehe]

we stayed and ate some free chocolate at Åre Chocolate Factory

mmm, love it.

Me, N and C

it started to snow A LOT several times..
M, Me and N

...and later on a clear blue sky. weird.

i got a new t-shirt from the girls

17 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 2 kommentarer
the library

i used to visit the library a lot when i was a kid. it was about a three minutes walk from my house, so really close and i loved it. but school started to take more time and i didn´t let myself read, other than books from school..pretty sad. i started this friday to sit at the library in school and i was thinking about my childhood and history of being at the library every other day, and how much i miss to read more than i do. but summer is soon here and i´m gonna start to read through the pile of unread books i have then. yay. but first finish the school term. the exam is getting closer..guess where i´m gonna sit?!

my desk this morning

read, read and read..

the view from my desk

another view from where i sat

on our way to the lecture..

16 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 3 kommentarer

feels good to only have a two hour lecture today. gaaah, there is so much to read..i´m really under stress now. usch. so plans for today:

- school and read some before class
- lecture
- say hej to a friend downtown
- home and study

yay, what an exciting friday. hmpf. but tomorrow are we ("the gang") gonna do a road trip to Åre. YAY. think we all need a break from everything and just have fun!!!


[picture from here]

16 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 1 kommentar
everyday life..

totally a grey and rainy morning...

and i got really bored during one of the lectures
so i started to entertain myself..

like this café sit and drink tea. mmm.
and look at the beautiful red wall full of old movies.
simple. good. cozy.

15 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar
Time after time

5 years ago...
... i turned 19 in just a few days. it was last year in high school and only a few weeks left for graduation. i did my last operation (hopefully the last one ever). moved to the states in august and spent one semester in washington dc. met new friends from all over the world and i´m still in contact with some of them. awesome.

3 years ago...
...i was about to turn 21. studied music in uppsala, a city i loooove. spent summer in the archipelago and in germany and then moved back to uppsala. worked at different daycare centers during the fall.

1 year ago...
...almost 23 and was about to finish second semester at the university in östersund. the whole spring was like a fog. i took care of a bunch of americans during one week in summer - so much fun! spent some time in the archipelago, was not in a good shape and moved back to östersund in august, had a break from school and tried to take care of myself. will never forget this year.

3 months ago...
...february...i went to a b-day party in stockholm where i entertained by singing and playing together with my cousin. was great! did one of my best trips ever where i went to the states to visit my special friend. didn´t want to leave..

...wednesday...i was in school from about 8am to 1pm. studied some at home and tried to think positive. didn´t work out that good =/

Today...´s SNOWING again (hmpf...come on it´s may!!!). going to school after lunch. off at 4pm, go home and study and no other specific plans. want to drink coffee at a café.

...friday...going to be in school from 8 to 2pm, i think. don´t have any plans yet, but will probably study some and then try to relax.

In one year...
have no idea where i am in the world. not in sweden, i think. perhaps in Austria or still in Denmark?  i don´t know...will soon end my fifth semester (of seven) at the university. will start my second practical schoolterm during fall and don´t know where i´m gonna do it. sweden? abroad? who knows? i am a big question mark.

Until then...
finish school for this semester. spend summer in Norrköping, meet friends i haven´t seen for a while, spend time in the archipelago, just relax and breathe. then move to denmark. woo hoo!

["took" this list from julia]

15 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 1 kommentar
The Prayer

I pray you´ll be my eyes, and watch me where I go.
And help me to be wise in times when I don´t know
Let this be my prayer, when I lose my way
Lead me to the place, guide me with your grace
To a place where I´ll be safe


14 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar

i can not talk i can not write all i do is to think.
should do something else
because it hurts


14 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar
A table in the sun

music. music. music... always surprises me. i was listening to a song on itunes and suddenly another song was on. i liked the name of it (A table in the sun). you can analyze it as something just "normal" - everyday life but at the same time there is something more. why a table? why in the sun? is the table a symbol of something stable, standing on four table legs...and the sun is a symbol of something warm, cozy and nice - something you really need in life. no sun. no life. hmm. so i just had to listen to the lyrics and here we go...

A table in the sun is all I want
Just want to slow down and rest my heart
So many tears and so much fear
So much happened in the last two years

No rain, no sorrow, the bad days are over
The sun is shining through
Even November days, too
So much we´ve learned, a whole new world
Thank God I´m saved
I´m still cruising The Seventh Wave

It´s hard to understand, what we´ve been through
I guess we need time - me and you
Oh so many times, I wondered why
It happened to me - this time

A table in the sun and me and you

- Marie Fredriksson -

think i needed to listen to that song. mmm. love these surprising moments.

body language is another thing i have been thinking of today. we had a guest speaker today in class (from the States) and she used body language a lot. i love when people use their bodies while telling you a story. it becomes more dramatic in a good way. i have been told i use my hands a lot while i´m talking and i like it so i´m not gonna stop do that. yay for body language.

i´m a bit jealous. L and her friend are going to the beach house for some days..and i have to be here in Sweden (and it´s really cold outside - it even snowed today) and study. hmpf. but summer soon. yay. i´m gonna be free then. i have to be free then.

going to study some now. movie tonight. yeah.

13 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 1 kommentar

I was reading my sister´s blog and I am smiling big now.
They have bought a trampoline. YAY. I looooooove it - it´s so much fun! So Emily and Theodor, here I come. I will for sure spend a lot of time jumping in summer. Woo Hoo.

picture from jumpking

12 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar

New week and I´m heading for school..

plans for today
.lecture in school.
.meet G.
.choir practice.
.talk with L.

12 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 1 kommentar
saturday evening/night thoughts

after spent some time at one of the open late cafés/pubs/restaurants we went home to watch another movie (yes, a lot of movies this weekend - but, we didn´t finish the one last night though). but my point this time was not to write about movies...

we walked in the pretty dark city and it made me think. i like the dark in some ways. all the buildings are looking so different and you get the chance to see part of them, uplighted, that you during daylight may not pay attention to. so the dark let the light take place and lift things up. hmm. and to see the beautiful moon...mmm, and stars if it´s not cloudy or too light. me like. i have always been scared of the dark and evenings (at least the latest years...ugh). but i think i have started to like the dark more and more.

a metaphor to life: it´s hard to see the light in life if it´s always dark or if you don´t let yourself light some things up. but without darkness you never learn to also appreciate the light. you don´t know how real real light can be like. life. i think all my darkness...hmm..learned myself to appreciate life more and more. and when i start to like the darkness it means it´s not too scary anymore. still a little bit scary, but I can handle it better. yeah.

i know the pictures are blurry but at the same time it gives you a possibility to see all the lights in another way.

11 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 1 kommentar


sunglasses are good.
i have used them a lot today.

today: sun. people. friends. phone calls. grapes. sunglasses. lake. music. tears. café. talks. anxiety. water. movies.

tomorrow: school work.

want summer now. need it.

10 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 1 kommentar
a list... (updated)

...of words i like in some ways (not in a specific order)

  • mystery
  • moon
  • archipelago
  • stars
  • crap
  • strawberries
  • special
  • breathe
  • freedom
  • faith
  • peace
  • crazy
  • trust
  • truth
  • promise

so after have been thinking what to do, we have decided to have a "girl´s night". which means: we are gonna be only girls at our place (duh), do some arts and crafts (i will sketch on clothes i will design in summer - my summer project), eat some snacks (yay, i´ve decided to enjoy it for 100%), listen to good music, talk about life, later on wear PJ:s and end the day with movies! sounds good, doesn´t it? woo hoo. i´m gonna live life. tomorrow morning: scones at Sally´s. yummi. then the park. sun. music. me like.

over and out.

9 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 4 kommentarer
a pink balloon and everything´s fine

run with a pink balloon
.summer.cornelis vreeswijk.strawberries.good company.freedom.peace.
but i can start with a pink balloon in my hand.

i´m living in a musical world
it´s weird

8 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar


C r A P .


is the only word i can say tonight.

[kind of..]

7 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar

no lectures today which means i have to study on my own. a lot of reading - books and articles. have to read about 1000 pages during these coming weeks. hmm. that makes me feel tired. later on grey´s anatomy and then talk with L. woo hoo. that´s my day as far as i know. time to get ready. books and articles here i come..

picture from here.

i actually wear another color than black today. wow.
old pictures though
[too tired to take new pictures]

7 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar
some thoughts of the day

  • my summer has to be different this year
  • "they" cannot agree with each other. it´s a war. all. the. time. and i´m sick tired of it
  • i don´t want to spend the rest of my future in sweden. wanna travel and work abroad. for sure
  • music is life
  • i like sunny days more than cloudy ones
  • i hate when it´s windy
  • i´m on my way toward wrong direction. i´m at least aware of it
  • i miss a lot of people
  • want to be in the States this weekend
  • i need to by a new computer. and i will
  • i´m looking forward to denmark
  • want to stand on stage more than i do
  • have to study, but can´t focus today and it sucks
  • i´m in a movie mood today
6 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar
da schooool

so after two days spending at home, writing and with plenty of coffee drinks..

...i started a new class in school today. last one for this semester!(Social work, Alcohol and drug dependence and misuse).

to sit in these classrooms (instead of the big ones) feels like beeing back in high school..hehe. the sky was so blue...mmm. i was thinking about summer then. it will be a great summer, i think and hope!

hard working..or not.
i really don´t like these kind of pens.
it´s really functional with different colors. but the design...ugh it´s ugly.

so will go to the choir practice tonight..or actually pretty soon (in about an hour), then hang with the gang. woo hoo. want to talk with L too..but soon, hopefully. we´ll see. speaking of L...hmm..made me think of usa and english. I´m gonna take an English class in summer. YAY!

gotta do some school work now. ciao ciao.

5 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 1 kommentar

i´m done with my paper!!!

. guess who´s gonna celebrate!?! couch, here i come.

movie and popcorn.

i am glad and relieved even i know there are so many more things i could have add, delete, change and so on. but i can´t work on it forever (think i will never get totally satisfied).. hehe.

4 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar
funny things on youtube

A lion hug
A sneezing panda

4 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar

i am so tired
. it feels like i have been running a marathon twice in a row (even if i have never done that and don´t know exactly how it feels like - but imagine it).

hmm. it just hit me. perhaps i´m physical tired because i´m thinking waaaay too much.

gonna stop do that.
easy to say. hard to live up to.

my body is weird and i´m crazy. a great team.

4 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 1 kommentar
exciting moments of the day

Ok. So I have been writing on a paper the last two days and I´m so so so bored. BUT I have had some exciting moments during the day. Woo hoo! First..

...the marching band (love the drums!)

then I have been talking some with L in the states...yay!

and the fire alarm went off in the building on the other side of the main street where I live. So the fire truck came..what an adventure!
(No worries. No fire in sight.)

3 Maj 2008  | Länk | Vardag | 0 kommentar

sunny and a beautiful tree

on our way heading downtown

picnic - thousands of students!

standing in line..



...crazy me (still standing in line) and with tousled hair. entertained myself by taking pictures. talked with a guy i thought looked american but he was from Linköping - a city closed to where i grew up. hmpf.
crazy and fun though.

siblings spending time together

sing star and...

... guitar hero. woo hoo!

playing games...

...and matching sweaters. what a perfect couple. hee hee.



3 Maj 2008  | Länk | Resor | 1 kommentar

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